Humility and patience, two feminine attributes that I’m asking God to develop in me. I’ve noticed that since I asked for God to remove my impatience and arrogance that I’m being tested.  This is to be expected any time I surrender my egoic habits of thought that are meant to preserve the EGO it keep it safe. Sometimes I have my own agenda for a client or even friend or family member, not only an agenda to move them through a process, but also my own time table.

I guess with a client a time table is necessary if someone is investing with me for so many sessions. But what I’m realizing is that I need to create an agreement such as:  My objective is to help you get what you say you want.  How quickly you achieve this objective is up to you and your willingness and ability to hang out in the muck, the muck being your painful feelings and limiting beliefs.  And it’s up to your subsequent willingness and ability to surrender and let go of your muck. Lately, I feel like I’ve not been patient at all.  It seems like I still want to hang out in the muck of impatience.  I will look at this and see how it’s serving me.  Right now, I see how it alienates my husband, because I’m always on the go, go and go. The good news is that my May WILL slow down because I’m going to carefully schedule myself.  I just need to keep surrendering my EGO to GOD.

Keep surrendering.  Keep surrendering.  Keep surrendering. A good little way to trick the ego is this.  When you start to feel anxious or fearful or angry you can say ho’oponopono, “Whatever part of me created this (fill in negative emotion), I love you, I’m sorry, please forgive me, thank you!” Please consider another way to “trick your ego” and get the changes you want in your life.

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God Bless,

Angie Monko